UNRECAPTURED FRIENDSHIP
Have you ever felt a friendship
Between yourself and a man
Was so touched by love...and honesty
It could probably withstand
Much more closeness
Than you had allowed
For it seemed to float gently
On a huge, white, fluffy cloud.
Perhaps you thought, it could absorb
The shocks other loves could not
So... you threw away all logic for
More closeness...so you thought.
Have you ever seen that friendship
Crumble right before your eyes
All the honesty you once had shared
Now unconscious half truths....lies
The door has closed
On openness.....
What was once expressed freely
Is now left to second guess.
You now sit with him in silence
Where you once could talk and laugh
Where once you found a heartfelt warmth
You feel a chilly draught.
Unlike the type of friendship
That develops from old love
This one remains unrecaptured.
You are shocked by the sudden loss
Of Friend & nowLover.
You beat yourself up for
Risking all only to discover
What was already great
Has turned from sunshine to rain.
The bond you once felt with them
Now brings nothing but pain
And you wish you could go back
In time to make it right again.
By Carolyn Shannon
Copyright 2010 Carolyn Shannon
Published by True Emotions Artwork Plus